From Within

In an instance of mental clarity, I finally realized what it felt like to be completely lost, knocked on your ass, and peering through the fog at a vague outline of understanding.

After years of being knocked down, after years of falling over myself, I learned from the experience to push myself back up, brush myself off, and try it again.

It is only considered failure if you didn't try. Only half of me believed that statement but, at that time, that was the half of me in control. That was the half of me that could take the hit and give it right back.

Luckily, that was the half of me that I needed at the time; Dr. Pansy and Ms. Hyde.